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lyrics
stopping is out of the question
getting the fucking message
i'm ruining my body
the question's how do i stop it
i don't wanna be doing this, it must hurt to watch me
spiral out of control in the hot seat
i need the caffeine and nicotine to keep my blood pumping
i still feel like i'm missing something
this isn't up to me
it's the will of the world, you see
if i die, please don't mourn
i was destined to do this when i was born
somebody help me, please god do something
it's so much easier to say that i feel nothing
but really i'm full of constant vivid emotion
it's fucking torture, my life is atrocious
i'm never honest when i say i got this
i'm fucking hopeless, i didn't want this
but i can only talk about it in my art
and i hope no one asks how i'm doing these days cuz i don't know where to start
something is coming
couldn't tell you what but it's something unwanted
i hope it isn't love cuz i can't do that again
til i'm like 47
and the doctors told me when i was 14
i'd be a lucky motherfucker to make it to 33
so excuse me if i sound a bit dramatic
when turning 21 sends me into a panic
despite twice i've tried, i don't want to die
but the monster and the cigarettes are slow suicide
and i can feel my heart freaking the fuck out in there
screaming at me like i'm not aware
feel my brain cells melt away
i push help back for another day
and if the blood pressure don't kill me first
it'll be the depression, anxiety, adhd, dysphoria, psychosis, seeing living shadows, hearing voices, or something even worse
somebody help me, please god do something
it's so much easier to say that i feel nothing
but really i'm full of constant vivid emotion
it's fucking torture, life is atrocious
it's never honest when i say i got this
i'm fucking hopeless, i didn't want this
but i can only talk about it in my art
and i hope no one asks me how i'm doing these days cuz i don't know where to start
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