made this track all in one night
that's moving slow for me
i'm not feeling alright
that's how it goes for me
i only get pussy online and that's fine
but i'd like to maybe get held sometimes
show up at the QPP meetup with my hair a mess
at a poetry slam cuz that's my life i guess
i don't relate to any of you fuckers and i don't wanna
there's like 7 sweaty gays in your house like it's a sauna
in the 50s, not to mention you're all insular and paranoid
i think it's sus your whole polycule's skinny femboys
like rolls with like i guess bricks'll stay over here
as if being a brick makes me any less queer
brick pride motherfucker you can keep your DMs
my tits haven't grown in you can barely see them
been on HRT for 9 months and nothing's changed
the terminology is always "you'll be beautiful some day!"
you'll be beautiful someday
that's easy for you to say
you'll be beautiful someday
that's easy for you to say

brick pride brick pride i'm a brick until i die
shedding pounds isn't worth the tears that i cry
brick pride brick pride i don't even have to try
surgery isn't worth the tears that i cry
brick pride brick pride i don't even have to try
surgery isn't worth the tears that i cry
brick pride brick pride my voice will change when i die
i'm not keeping my pain inside this time
if you think the correct course of action after hearing thisis to tell me that i'm beautiful or whatever
you're missing the fucking point

you thought i was done? sike, bitch, here's the thing
this is all i fucking think about so give me a ring
i've rambling and muses for days that don't make sense
other people's happiness makes me miserable so get bent
no amount of heart reacts or reassuring words
or conversations with my friends stop me from being hurt
so what's the point? i give up and thanks for your retention
i think my parents might've been right, i just want attention
here's my gofundme to rip my skin off, thank you
diy liposuction pocket knife and a vacuum
i'm back in a classroom transbook feels like high school
in that me and six other kids are loners that aren't lame or cool
i get left alone mostly but i'm still a bitter asshole
that thinks about life like high school, and on that note
i'm lowkey worried i sound like hobo johnson
but i don't think i'm owed love i just fucking want some

and i blame all my problems on being a brick or something
but if i wasn't a cowardly asshole i'd have nothing
to complain about i'd just recognize that not everything's about me
and the world will keep turning forever without me
i just feel left out is all, i'm sorry for blowing up
i just feel lke my situation so uniquely sucks
complaining about problems i cause myself aside
i still have no shame for not meeting societal standards of femininity and i think they're bullshit so much so that not meeting them is more important to me than "passing" or whatever and i get made fun of for that quite often and on THAT note i still think it's important to reclaim what those assholes would say about me and own it and be proud of that, so with that in mind,

brick pride brick pride i'm a brick until i die
shedding pounds isn't worth the tears that i cry
brick pride brick pride i don't even have to try
surgery isn't worth the tears that i cry
brick pride brick pride i don't even have to try
surgery isn't worth the tears that i cry
brick pride brick pride my voice will change when i die
i'm not keeping my pain inside this time
if you think the correct course of action after hearing thisis to tell me that i'm beautiful or whatever
you're missing the fucking point